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hey guys!
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art is coming soon! i'm sorry.. i have been super busy with ACT prep, work and school so my extra time is limited! i promise to have some soon c:
btw... what happened to the mood option on journals
btw... what happened to the mood option on journals
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jkhdlfg
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h-hey
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i'm not dead, wow.
okay, you're probably asking, where did i go? well... here it is.
a big thing has happened these past months... they were very eventful if i may say, and not for the good reasons. i'm not sharing what happened.. but if you're interested you may note me.
on the smaller hand, i have been figuring out who i am. when i was 14 and 15, and part of 16, i was figuring out if i wanted to be a boy or was comfortable being one. well, i think that has changed. i was a confused person. i was chubby, very chubby and i felt more comfortable pulling my hair back, letting my bangs roam free covering my face, no make-up on and dressing boy-ish. i was having an identity crisis at the time. i had a VERY low self esteem at that time and i only felt comfortable identifying as a boy because... i was failing at being a girl.
time passed and i lost weight and my hair grew out and i was on the path to being more self loving. once i actually liked my body and my "girlish" appearance, i decided to go back to being a girl. i felt comfortable finally that way.
i hid this from you guys and you all have known me as 'Adam the boy' for so long and i felt compelled to hide that i now identify as a girl because you all have known me as a boy. i didn't want to overwhelm and confuse you with this change.
i was gender confused when i was younger. i was. i loved being a boy because i was hiding my true self in which i didn't like. i finally realized that i didn't want to identify and dress like a boy, so i started to love who i was born as.
now, since i am a girl and dress like one and identify as one, i couldn't be happier. i love my body. i love my face. i love my long blonde (yes, and MAGENTA hair). i am happy who i am now.
no, i'm not deleting my old art of 'Adam.' i'm keeping it as a memory and i guess... transition? idk. i will be drawing my actual girl self from now on. i may use watchers for this, but i don't care because i'm happy. even as a boy i wasn't happy. thank god now i am.
update on life: pink hair. i've been with Elias for over a year now. i'm 17!!!!! c: i'm looking into colleges. trying to make my life better.
i'm still the same ol' person, just a girl.
anyways, i will continue with art because yes. i'll post some as soon as i make some... yes i have been on an art hiatus too.
thanks for sticking by.
OH! my real name is Elizabeth! please call me as such or you may call me a nickname of: Liz, Eli, Lizzard, Berry or anything else! just not Eliza or Beth bc ew. </strong>
okay, you're probably asking, where did i go? well... here it is.
a big thing has happened these past months... they were very eventful if i may say, and not for the good reasons. i'm not sharing what happened.. but if you're interested you may note me.
on the smaller hand, i have been figuring out who i am. when i was 14 and 15, and part of 16, i was figuring out if i wanted to be a boy or was comfortable being one. well, i think that has changed. i was a confused person. i was chubby, very chubby and i felt more comfortable pulling my hair back, letting my bangs roam free covering my face, no make-up on and dressing boy-ish. i was having an identity crisis at the time. i had a VERY low self esteem at that time and i only felt comfortable identifying as a boy because... i was failing at being a girl.
time passed and i lost weight and my hair grew out and i was on the path to being more self loving. once i actually liked my body and my "girlish" appearance, i decided to go back to being a girl. i felt comfortable finally that way.
i hid this from you guys and you all have known me as 'Adam the boy' for so long and i felt compelled to hide that i now identify as a girl because you all have known me as a boy. i didn't want to overwhelm and confuse you with this change.
i was gender confused when i was younger. i was. i loved being a boy because i was hiding my true self in which i didn't like. i finally realized that i didn't want to identify and dress like a boy, so i started to love who i was born as.
now, since i am a girl and dress like one and identify as one, i couldn't be happier. i love my body. i love my face. i love my long blonde (yes, and MAGENTA hair). i am happy who i am now.
no, i'm not deleting my old art of 'Adam.' i'm keeping it as a memory and i guess... transition? idk. i will be drawing my actual girl self from now on. i may use watchers for this, but i don't care because i'm happy. even as a boy i wasn't happy. thank god now i am.
update on life: pink hair. i've been with Elias for over a year now. i'm 17!!!!! c: i'm looking into colleges. trying to make my life better.
i'm still the same ol' person, just a girl.
anyways, i will continue with art because yes. i'll post some as soon as i make some... yes i have been on an art hiatus too.
thanks for sticking by.
OH! my real name is Elizabeth! please call me as such or you may call me a nickname of: Liz, Eli, Lizzard, Berry or anything else! just not Eliza or Beth bc ew. </strong>
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hjlkj
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commissions and art trades and yeah coming soon!
i've been super busy with school and work but with every little chance i got, i worked on the art i owed some of you
stay tunes c: everything will be delivered by the end of this week c: thanks for being so patient!!
i've been super busy with school and work but with every little chance i got, i worked on the art i owed some of you
stay tunes c: everything will be delivered by the end of this week c: thanks for being so patient!!
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hey ya'll
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yo i'm feeling better so art trades will be coming on their way c:
thanks for waiting and being cooperative c:
thanks for waiting and being cooperative c:
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